My new years resolutions!

Hi dolls! First of all HAPPY NEW YEAR! I hope 2012 is going to be an amazing year for you filled with hope, strength, health, love and kindness! And if you have any dreams pursuit them!

So I just watched Kandee's Johnsons new video. And she really inspired me She said start with the little things firt. One amazing quote from her I wanted to share with you guys: " You don't want to the poop of your past stink up your beautiful blossoming gardening the future". <3

So my new years resolutions are:
- eat more healthy
- lose weight
- give someone everyday one compliment

That's it for now. But as Kandee said: start with the little things. It's my hire easier! So what are your new years resolutions?

Well, well, the girl is alive!

Hi dolls! How are y'all? These couple of months I haven't been really active in the blogging world. I'm sure your thinking, why? Well, mainly because I wasn't feeling it. Wasn't really into blogging. And you know that's kinda strange, because I love blogging.

So now something I need your help with: I wanna change my layout, my design , my header. Just wanna give my blog a new fresh look! I would appreciate it, if you feedback me in the comments telling me: what I should change, and what you don't like about the current layout? So I can make those changes in the new layout! I'm looking forward to your feedback, and don't hold back. Just tell me!

Love,

Farha

Been MIA for a while now, what's going on?

Hi my sweetest, dearest cuties! As you may have noticed I haven't blogged in a while, and if i'd blogged it was something like a new collection release. You know it just didn't work for me, i have school, work and some personal stuff going on right now. And first I don't have time to blog, and second lately inspiration to write isn't really there. I really don't where this coming from. But hey as my horoscope said, sometimes when you're having bad, your stuck in that "Mood". And i'm a taurus.

Anyhow I hope you dolls understand, and i'll try to scoof in a blog or three a week.

  

 Much Love,

Farha

Catrice, Welcome to las Vegas Collection!

Let the show begin! When the sun hides behind the horizon and disappears in the desert, Las Vegas turns into a seething sea of ​​glittering lights. Standing ovations for the spectacular shows, seductive showgirls, exciting pin-up costumes - open canvas for the new Limited Edition "Welcome to Las Vegas" by Catrice. With this makeup, inspired by burlesque, pure glamor and "grand divas" every woman is the absolute highlight of the night. In November and December 2011 you wear expressive make-up in dramatic dark tones and an elegant sheen on lips, nails and face. Open the door to a world of splendor and beauty - this city will enchant you. Welcome to Las Vegas!

So let's take a look at the collection that's being released!

Ultimate Nail Laquer, €2,49. Available in the colours:

• C01 Lovely Sinner.
• C02 Alluring Night
• C03 Star of the Show
• C04 Drama Queen.

 Duo Lipgloss, €3,99. Available in the colours:

• C01 Lovely Sinner
• C02 Welcome to Glitz and Glamour
• C03 Let me seduce you

 Transperant Fixing Powder, €3,99. Available in C10 Fairy Dust.

 Lashes for show down, €3,99.



Liquid Liner, €3,79. Available in C01 Drama Queen.



Absolute Eye Color Quattro. €4,49. Available in C01 Curtain Up.

Shimmering powder, €4,99.

And that were all of the products from the Welcome to Las Vegas collection! It will be for sale around half of novemeber till end of decemeber! I love it! So will you be gettting anything from this collection?

Confindence.

Do you know what it feels like ... When you have no confindence? When people ask you, what is the most beautiful thing about you? You and I say: I don't know, I don't like me! But when they ask you, what is the most beautiful thing about your friend? You can say what's beautiful about her. I'm not the only girl in the world who feel this way. There are tons of girls that have zero confidence. Don't feel good about their selves. Become depressed.

As of right now. I have given up on this battle. With me, this has been going on for years now. And I'm sick of it. Sick of everything. I just ...  I just give up. And you know. I didn't became this way just for fun. No. People made me this way. People who bullied me. People who called me names. Why can't they just understand me? I'm one of the people who doesn't show their feelings. Even when I'm sad. I pretend I'm happy. Why? I don't really know. Their is only person on this earth who knows about my feelings and that person is my best friend. She knows everything about me.

I don't know why everything feel so heavy. I'm sick of this. I need to get out of this. I need to lose weight. I wanna have a normal body type. I wanna feel happy.I wanna enjoy my life without being fat. Being fat has haunted me for more than half of my life. But no, not anymore. Not anymore.

Busy, Tired, Unbroken and Just being random today.

Hey my lovely dolls!  How are y'all doing? Let me know in a comment, i'm always here to listen hihi! Anyhow I have not been treating my blog right. I know, I know these days I'm like becoming a personal blogger or something. Hmm, that doesn't sound bad now, does it? Don't worry my heart still lies with make-up! Always have been though. Since I've been little hihi. I remember people always saying to me, you look nice, you're such a doll(literally though). I was a fat kid, and still am though.

Well I've been busy as always. Like there is school, work. I've been working my ass off, just to buy an iPad. Yes, I have to work for my money. I mean how awesome would it be if I could just run to the store an buy one. But no, I have to wait another two weeks. Cause I'll get paid then *wink wink*. Like seriously, while I'm writing this my phone has been vibrating like crazy. Like I set my phone to vibrate if I get an new mail, and it's been like crazy these few minutes. Oh well. What was I talking about? Oh yeah, school, work and all that boring stuff. I've been really busy, but somehow my life is quite boring though. Hmmmm ... Notice the fact, that I literally wrote what I was thinking at that moment. LOL.

I've been really, really tired though. I still have to get used to the school routine. Which is crazy by the way. Plus my work has been really bugging me, calling me if can work. I mean, I have a life too. I don't go clubbing, just cause I hate it. It's fucking annoying, people getting drunk, doing crazy shit. I don't like that. You can have just as much fun as when your not drunk(i think). So you know, I need to do some socializing too(lol). Anyhow.

OMG,OMG,OMG did you guys hear Demi Lovato's new album, Unbroken? That album is just pure amazingness. And yes, I'm a lovatic. Hollaarr! When I say amazing, I ain't kidding. I just can't stop listening. Like right now, I'm listening to it. This album is freaking worth buying. My favourite songs are: well every song haha! No, but when I heard Lightweight. Wauw my heart just connected. You can hear the pain in her voice. And you know, Demi herself struggled with the fact that she was bullied and people calling her fat. It caused anorexia, cutting, depression. And then there the people that over eat. Like me for example. I'm overweight, and I need to lose weight. But it's not that easy as it seems. Anyhow.

Let's cut if off right there.

MAC Technique. Learn how to contour!

Hi dolls! Just got an exciting email! The dutchies already know about this, but MAC is giving some make up lessons! It's MAC technique. Where you learn how to contour your face and all that stuff!

Prices are €50, it might seem a lot. But afterwords you can pick out MAC stuff worth €50! So dutchies, grab your chance! And if you just might be in the Netherlands, you can also participate! See the pic for more info!