Well, well, the girl is alive!

Hi dolls! How are y'all? These couple of months I haven't been really active in the blogging world. I'm sure your thinking, why? Well, mainly because I wasn't feeling it. Wasn't really into blogging. And you know that's kinda strange, because I love blogging.

So now something I need your help with: I wanna change my layout, my design , my header. Just wanna give my blog a new fresh look! I would appreciate it, if you feedback me in the comments telling me: what I should change, and what you don't like about the current layout? So I can make those changes in the new layout! I'm looking forward to your feedback, and don't hold back. Just tell me!

Love,

Farha

Been MIA for a while now, what's going on?

Hi my sweetest, dearest cuties! As you may have noticed I haven't blogged in a while, and if i'd blogged it was something like a new collection release. You know it just didn't work for me, i have school, work and some personal stuff going on right now. And first I don't have time to blog, and second lately inspiration to write isn't really there. I really don't where this coming from. But hey as my horoscope said, sometimes when you're having bad, your stuck in that "Mood". And i'm a taurus.

Anyhow I hope you dolls understand, and i'll try to scoof in a blog or three a week.

  

 Much Love,

Farha

Catrice, Welcome to las Vegas Collection!

Let the show begin! When the sun hides behind the horizon and disappears in the desert, Las Vegas turns into a seething sea of ​​glittering lights. Standing ovations for the spectacular shows, seductive showgirls, exciting pin-up costumes - open canvas for the new Limited Edition "Welcome to Las Vegas" by Catrice. With this makeup, inspired by burlesque, pure glamor and "grand divas" every woman is the absolute highlight of the night. In November and December 2011 you wear expressive make-up in dramatic dark tones and an elegant sheen on lips, nails and face. Open the door to a world of splendor and beauty - this city will enchant you. Welcome to Las Vegas!

So let's take a look at the collection that's being released!

Ultimate Nail Laquer, €2,49. Available in the colours:

• C01 Lovely Sinner.
• C02 Alluring Night
• C03 Star of the Show
• C04 Drama Queen.

 Duo Lipgloss, €3,99. Available in the colours:

• C01 Lovely Sinner
• C02 Welcome to Glitz and Glamour
• C03 Let me seduce you

 Transperant Fixing Powder, €3,99. Available in C10 Fairy Dust.

 Lashes for show down, €3,99.



Liquid Liner, €3,79. Available in C01 Drama Queen.



Absolute Eye Color Quattro. €4,49. Available in C01 Curtain Up.

Shimmering powder, €4,99.

And that were all of the products from the Welcome to Las Vegas collection! It will be for sale around half of novemeber till end of decemeber! I love it! So will you be gettting anything from this collection?

Confindence.

Do you know what it feels like ... When you have no confindence? When people ask you, what is the most beautiful thing about you? You and I say: I don't know, I don't like me! But when they ask you, what is the most beautiful thing about your friend? You can say what's beautiful about her. I'm not the only girl in the world who feel this way. There are tons of girls that have zero confidence. Don't feel good about their selves. Become depressed.

As of right now. I have given up on this battle. With me, this has been going on for years now. And I'm sick of it. Sick of everything. I just ...  I just give up. And you know. I didn't became this way just for fun. No. People made me this way. People who bullied me. People who called me names. Why can't they just understand me? I'm one of the people who doesn't show their feelings. Even when I'm sad. I pretend I'm happy. Why? I don't really know. Their is only person on this earth who knows about my feelings and that person is my best friend. She knows everything about me.

I don't know why everything feel so heavy. I'm sick of this. I need to get out of this. I need to lose weight. I wanna have a normal body type. I wanna feel happy.I wanna enjoy my life without being fat. Being fat has haunted me for more than half of my life. But no, not anymore. Not anymore.

Busy, Tired, Unbroken and Just being random today.

Hey my lovely dolls!  How are y'all doing? Let me know in a comment, i'm always here to listen hihi! Anyhow I have not been treating my blog right. I know, I know these days I'm like becoming a personal blogger or something. Hmm, that doesn't sound bad now, does it? Don't worry my heart still lies with make-up! Always have been though. Since I've been little hihi. I remember people always saying to me, you look nice, you're such a doll(literally though). I was a fat kid, and still am though.

Well I've been busy as always. Like there is school, work. I've been working my ass off, just to buy an iPad. Yes, I have to work for my money. I mean how awesome would it be if I could just run to the store an buy one. But no, I have to wait another two weeks. Cause I'll get paid then *wink wink*. Like seriously, while I'm writing this my phone has been vibrating like crazy. Like I set my phone to vibrate if I get an new mail, and it's been like crazy these few minutes. Oh well. What was I talking about? Oh yeah, school, work and all that boring stuff. I've been really busy, but somehow my life is quite boring though. Hmmmm ... Notice the fact, that I literally wrote what I was thinking at that moment. LOL.

I've been really, really tired though. I still have to get used to the school routine. Which is crazy by the way. Plus my work has been really bugging me, calling me if can work. I mean, I have a life too. I don't go clubbing, just cause I hate it. It's fucking annoying, people getting drunk, doing crazy shit. I don't like that. You can have just as much fun as when your not drunk(i think). So you know, I need to do some socializing too(lol). Anyhow.

OMG,OMG,OMG did you guys hear Demi Lovato's new album, Unbroken? That album is just pure amazingness. And yes, I'm a lovatic. Hollaarr! When I say amazing, I ain't kidding. I just can't stop listening. Like right now, I'm listening to it. This album is freaking worth buying. My favourite songs are: well every song haha! No, but when I heard Lightweight. Wauw my heart just connected. You can hear the pain in her voice. And you know, Demi herself struggled with the fact that she was bullied and people calling her fat. It caused anorexia, cutting, depression. And then there the people that over eat. Like me for example. I'm overweight, and I need to lose weight. But it's not that easy as it seems. Anyhow.

Let's cut if off right there.

MAC Technique. Learn how to contour!

Hi dolls! Just got an exciting email! The dutchies already know about this, but MAC is giving some make up lessons! It's MAC technique. Where you learn how to contour your face and all that stuff!

Prices are €50, it might seem a lot. But afterwords you can pick out MAC stuff worth €50! So dutchies, grab your chance! And if you just might be in the Netherlands, you can also participate! See the pic for more info!

Blogging on the go? And just random blabbering.

Hi dolls! Okay. So did you see it? The new blogger app for iOS? Well I did. And I think this freaking awesome. Like now I can edit my posts from my phone. Which is a huge plus for me. Cause you know I'm not behind my computer all the time. I have school. I have to work you now. And this app really makes my life easier. Honestly. Because as I'm typing this. I'm just sitting here on my couch. Being lazy. Cause you know. It's Sunday. Sunday is lazy day for me. I love this. I can blog from anywhere I want to. Hell yeah. Wordpress already had a app. That's why mainly I was thinking about switching to wordpress. But now I won't. Cause of this app hell yeah.


Anyway. So now I have no excuses not posting a blog everyday haha! Expect more posts from now on!

Red lips ... Kardashian Addiction? Or a fall trend?

Y'all know I love the kardashians. Like I'm kinda obsessed with them. Well their show actually. Which is obviously Keeping Up With The Kardashians. Obviously. So I have been watching that show every week. And there's something I noticed. The kardashians wear red lips very often! So I looked it up and found some pictures. Just a heads up: pictures are from google, and I do not know whether these pictures might be from your site! So if you happen to come across one picture of yours, let me know! 

 See that! Especially Kourtney! Lately Kourtney has been wearing really pretty make-up looks in the show! The Kardashians are definitely addicted.


But not only the kardashians, this is a fall trend. Red lips are definite must this fall! Like I love this and so does the runway! FALL TREND it is! 

Strong lyrics that will lighten your mood!

Demi has gone through quite a bit. And when I heard this song it was like she was reading my mind. This song explains how everyone feels once in a while. And how thousands of people feel everyday. Just listen to the song. you'll be blown away. I'm pretty sure you've heard of it though !

Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper, Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Order from La Moon Jewelry + Info !

Do you know La Moon Jewelry? Well, if you don't you should be ashamed of yourself LOL. Anyway i've been wanting to order for so long from La Moon, and I finally did. Yay for that! 

And I ordered the Cinderella necklace. Which was €12,95. And I love, love this necklace! The owner of this webshop Mirjam suggested me this necklace! And she was totally right, I love it ! 


Some more information about La Moon? 
You can order online from www.lamoon.nl ! And she ships internationally, unfortunately the site isn't in English YET though. She is working on a english website! And if you ever come to the Netherlands or you are a dutchie some sale points in the NL are: 


Allure Crystals 
Statenplein 8, Dordrecht.
www.allure-crystals-jewels.nl


Auryn Beauty Group ALA enchantra.eu !
Kloosterpoort 14, Kapelle - Zeeland
twitter.com/AURYNBeauty


She has a new website, which is online now! And soon to come are some more selling points like www.MyBodhy.nl and www.bridalandmore.nl ! So stay tuned! 

Favourite looks and outfits, VMA's !

So last night were the VMA's as you all might know. And I still need to watch it, shame on me! And I wanted to share my favourite looks and outfits from last night! 

First of all, Beyonce is pregnant. Congrats girl! And her outfit looked so amazing on her! The orange suited very well with her skin tone! 

Demi Lovato her look and outfit were prettty! 

Loved the make -up, the dress? Not so much. 

Kim Kardashian always looks perfect! Do I need to say more?

Selena Gomez went a for a clean look with the make-up! But then she spiced it up with this amazing dress she is wearing! The only thing I don't like black flowy thing on the back of her dress! I don't know what it's called lol.

And that were my favourites! So what look did you like?

Euh ... Hi?

Hi! I feel like I've been gone for ages. Like seriously while it's just a week ago since my last post. I know. I know. Don't come attacking me *looks scared*. The thing is, I kinda don't know what to write about anymore. I feel like i've lost my inspiration. You think it's a writersblock? It might be. This has been going on for weeks now. And I know some you are really disappointed in me. Especially the fact that I haven't been writing anything beauty related.

I really can't say where this is coming from. I feel like there is something stuck in my mind, that keeps me from writing. Like seriously, it might be. Haha, just kidding! I don't why, but everytime the words "like seriously" comes to mind, it sounds like Kim Kardashian's voice.

Like am I crazy now? Or do you guys have that too? I might sounds really dumb right now. But guess what, I'm really not. Ok that sounded totally bitchy in my head *oeps*.

OKAY! Let's get the point. I just wanna say I'm sorrry *multiply with 1000* . And I just said it a thousand times. Well, not really ofcourse! No but if you want me to typ a i'm sorry a thousand times. I will! Cause I feel really bad about the fact, I haven't been updating as much! 

Anyway, I'm gonna stop right. It's getting long, and i wanna keep it read-able. Since half you won't read this anyway. If you do, leave me comment saying you did read it! You have no idea how happy I will be. That someone actually read this! Bye! Sleep tight, sweet dreams, goodnight. In dutch: goedenacht, slaap lekker, en droom zacht!

Forever 21 in Antwerp?

Yes, you did read that right. There is going to be a Forever in Antwerp(Belgium).
OMGHHKP(read O Em Gee, Double H, Kay Pee! *quoted juicystar07). I am so excited !! Like I want to so much stuff from F21, and I didn't want to order from their website you know. 

But now I just have to plan a long trip to Belgium and go shopping art F21!  The store opens  3rd of september! Which is so closee. Iep. 

But dutchies don't get sad, because I heard that there is going to be an Forever 21 in Holland also When, where, how. I don't know, but I'm sure there will be one in Holland. So don't be sad!

Love,

Farha

Update.

First of all: I LOVE YOU ! You guys have been visiting my blog, even when I didn't update. My stats have been crazy high. I just want to say thank you, thank you and thank you!

See, I can make up a hundred excuses of why I didn't updated my blog. But the truth I didn't have the time, and I honestly wasn't feeling like updating. I don't know why. Ever since I started my blog, I'm like writing about my life. About my weight issues. Anyhow.

You must be really sick of me right now, cause I feel like the worst blogger in the entire world. From now I'll try to update everyday, and if it's not every day. It is going to be every other day.
I'm so, so,so sorry!!!!!

Lot's of hugs, and love,

Farha 



My Favourite Youtube Guru!

So this is just quick post, just cause it's sunday. Sunday is Funday, right, right, right? 


So you guys ever heard about this gal named Jarmaine? Well, she's a youtube beauty guru. And she is like my favourite youtube guru ever. She's so funny! I always laugh whenever I watch her video's. And whenever you're sad, just watch her video's. Cause honey, it will cheer ya up! 

Smurf, Smurf. Katy Perry Is A Blonde ...

Well Katy Perry has gone blonde. I'm not really sure why I'm typing this honestly. But then again, i'm never really know why I type some posts. Wanna know my opinion? I think it suits her really. I mean the girl was an original blonde anyway. 


It's quite different but I kinda like it. It doesn't make her look that pale, she looks like she has some color now. Don't get me wrong I loved her previous look(don't come attacking me LOL).  But in some way this suits her better. 

This credit for this picture goes to www.girlz.nl. The other pictures are from google  so if you come across my blog and notice this, let me know. And i'll write the sources in this post.

Lancome Fall 2011,29 St. Honore

So yeah, the Lancome Fall collection. Keep on reading for more, all pictures are from www.temptalia.com !

"Lancôme’s 2011 Fall Color Collection, named after its original Parisian boutique at 29 St. Honoré , revisits the classic femme fatale era when timeless cult makeup products were born. This seductive color statement captures the glamour of the 1940s with luscious red lips and seductive smokey eyes.Limited edition. " 

Blush Multilumiere, $40,00 / €49,50.

Color Design 5 Pan Shadow & Liner Palette, $48,00 / €52,99. In the combinations:

• Gris Fatale
• Golden Frenzy

 Le French Touch Absolu Lipstick, $35,00 / €29,49. In the colors: 

• Rouge St. Honore
• Rouge 29
• Rouge Fauborg

Le Vernis, $15,00 / €14,99. In the colors: 

• Bang Bang Red
• Noir 29 

And that was everything from the collection, it will be available in august. Online at www.lancome-USA.com , and for my dutchies: Bij de betere parfumeriezaken zoals ICI Paris XL, Douglas, de Bijenkorf counter, en enkele DA Filialen.

Love,

Farha

I want it ! I want it! I so want it!

But what do I really want? Well, euhm, everything. Well, that is one hell of list.  So I want euh first of all: starbucks, a mocha latte, candy,(lot's and lot's of it), a victoria's secret body, a Forever 21 in holland. LOL, i'm just kidding, don't take me seriously haha. 

But you what I want really,really,really do want? An iMac. Yes an iMac. Now you're probably clicking away, cause I'm boring. Yeah, I don't really care. Haha but let's get serious. I've been wanting one like forever. And I think it's time to get serious and put it on my list. Which I'm by the way working on. Which should be done either today or tomorrow. Anyhow i've always been a fan of Apple products. I love,love,love it. I mean I could seriously buy everything from Apple, if I had the money for it. Which is sad, cause I don't =(. 


This blog make absolutely no sense at all. Right now i'm sitting here, and i'm just typing away. Oh, i'm making a separate page on. So that way you'll be updated when I buy anything new. I'm a big spender. Let me warn you, lol. I hope you're not falling asleep by now. 

Love,

Farha

Jabber Blabber : MAC Viva Glam 2012 FT Nicky & Ricky

So MAC announced that there will be a new Viva Glam collection. This collection is going to feature Nicky Minaj & Ricky Martin(Nicky&Ricky LOL).  They are the chosen spokesperson for this new collection, which is set to be released February 2012. 


Nicky & Ricky is quite a combination. And I'm also quite excited to see this collection! Well, I have to wait till February. So what do you think? 

I've Decided ...

I've decided what kinda blog I want to be! So today I was thinking about my blog.Thinking, thinking well and thinking. What kinda posts do I want to write? What is my blog about?(well, obviously it's beauty). I mean maybe, I wanted to transfer to another subject. Like say photography. I mean I love taking pictures. But beauty is my passion. I love everything there is about to say about beauty, you know. And so I kept thinking to myself: what am I really good in? What have I written most about?

It's: BEAUTY NEWS! See most of my posts are about either an collection update, a review, or a personal post. Also I was playing around for a while with the thought of becoming an personal blog. But beauty news really is what I'm best at.

So as of tomorrow this blog will be about beauty news. Whether it's a new collection that is coming out, a review or even a personal blog. I WILL NOT LEAVE MT PERSONAL POSTS, ya hear me? (LOL)

Anyway, i'm looking forward reporting to you, all news about beauty. Oh I will make it international. So if you want to know something, or you think there should be something on my blog related to that. Please let me know, whether it's a comment, or a mail. I appriciate every idea! Thanks for baring with me, while figured things out. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Muah!

Much Love,

Farha

Hip Queens Wear Blue Jeans + NEW HEADER !!

Hey everyone! So how is everyone doing today? Yay for me, cause I just put up a new header!! You like? Let me know, this one or the other one?! 


So I also have a little NOTD for you guys today. Well, you know Hip queens wear blue jeans. Hah! This nailpolish is by Catrice. You know I love catrice. Oh, please do not mind my ugly nails. Painting them was a little bit harder than normal today. So forgive me for my crappy nails. It is going to be ugly, let me warn you. But enough blabbering. Let's get to it.

Well, I'm keeping this one small. Cause of crappy nails.

Anyway. It's a really pretty colour. Kinda a mix of blue and purple. I love it!! Hope you liked it. And liked the new header. If you don't, please say so! I'll talk to you laterrr! 

Love,

Farha

Why I haven't been updating in a while ...

Hey everyone! I know, I know I haven't been updating frequently. It has been either I updated the entire week, and then one week I don't. It really feels like ages when I don't update. So that's why today I'm going to try to really explain why I haven't updating in a while. 

And I know, I may not be that big of blogger. But that doesn't mean I can slack on my blog. For the record, my slacking has been ri-donk-culous. Like I am the worst blogger in the entire. That's how I basically feel. The thing is ... Some days I am so tired, I don't have the strength to get my ass to the the computer. And also I've been lacking inspiration. These days I don't know what to write anymore.   

Well, I can bore you with my nail of the days, the collection update. But I think you guys deserve more from me. And that's what I've been trying to figure out. What should I write about? Is the audience gonna like it? That sort of questions go through my mind. And that's not the only thing I've been struggling with these days ... 

I also am really struggling with the fact that I'm overweight. And I'm a small person, so it's ten times worse. Ever since I've been interning I gained some weight. Because you know it's an office job. Which basically means: sitting all day behind a computer. And the fact that there was a mall across the street with food stores didn't really help. I JUST WANNA LOSE SOME WEIGHT! 

Do you recognize this? I just wanna lose it, and feel good in my own skin. Because I feel like this isn't ME! Obviously I love beauty. But I also love fashion, and the fact that I can't fit in a size Medium. really upsets me. I'm 18, i should be able to fit in those. And not in XL. See I have no problem with being a little bit bigger. But I'm 1.58 Meters, which is 5'2 feet I think. Yes, i am a really small person. 

That's why being overweight bothers me. And I decided to do something about it, as of today. I'm starting with the food. Because that's the hardest part. Cutting out sugars and fat. Will you guys help me get trough it? 

Catrice - Limited Edtion "Modern Muse"

The new Limited Edition "Modern Muse" by Catrice for August and September 2011
interprets the legendary style icons of the 60s in a whole new way! On the catwalks
we see feminine styles and modern materials, combined with just-out-of-bed hair.
Catrice has the perfect makeup that fits perfectly with this look. The eyes - challenging, female,
glamourous - with metallic effects in brown, bronze and gold are accented with expressive
eyeliner. The lips are full and soft: kissable perfection. The nails - elegant,with a metallic sheen -
create the look. 


So let's go ahead and see the products! 


Made to stay longlasting eyeshadow, available for € 3,49. In the colours: 

• C40 Lord of the rings
• C50 Metall of honor
• C60 Jennifer's gold rush

Precision eye pencil, available for €2,29. In the colours:

• C60 Khakitoo
• C70 I Wood if i could
• C80 Wildthing

Evolution to revolution mascara, available for €4,49. 

Colour infusion longlasting lip stain, available for €3,99.  In the colours:

• C10 Holly Wood
• C50 Red & the City

Ultimate Nail Laquer, available for €2,49. In the colours: 

• C560 Rusty but sexy
• C650 Goldfinger
• C460 In the bronx
• C680 Khaki perry
• C620 Capitain's sparrow boat

 And that were all of the products from this collection. This collection will be available from mid august till september. After that all of these products will become a regular in the collection! And you know where to buy these: In the Netherlands, Belgium and Germany at kruidvat(not necessarily though). Just check your local drugstore if you live in one these countries. 

Love,

Farha